It is especially our experience as Believers in Christ when we may find ourselves at some point or the other being forced to “Confront God”; and I would also say, “Back up God in a corner”. Sounds like I am “out of order.” How dare me! But guess what? God loves our honesty! Yes… that is where the relationship may reach sometimes. We have to pour out our heart to Him…. Honestly and unreservedly let Him know how you feel about this particular situation. Hold nothing back! Tell him what he should have done, how he should have done it and when he should have done it. Leave no stone unturn! Let it out! And we sometimes go this far because we have great expectations of our God and Father. We trust him and take him at his word, but at times a feeling of disappointment sets in as our circumstances overpower us and we just have to “Take it to God” with all that is in us.
When you see others around you who are not serving God are prospering and you have been so faithful to God over these many years you have no choice but to honestly get in this type of confrontation with God. Jacob found himself in a similar situation when he “wrestled with God” in order to obtain his blessings. Genesis 32:24-32 – “And Jacob was left alone. And a man wrestled with him until the breaking of the day. When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob, he touched his hip socket, and Jacob’s hip was put out of joint as he wrestled with him. Then he said, “Let me go, for the day has broken.” But Jacob said, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.” And he said to him, “What is your name?” And he said, “Jacob.” Then he said, “Your name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel, for you have striven with God and with men, and have prevailed.” Then Jacob asked him, “Please tell me your name.” But he said, “Why is it that you ask my name?” And there he blessed him. So Jacob called the name of the place Peniel, saying, “For I have seen God face to face, and yet my life has been delivered.”
So should we not also hold on. Be determined… Do not let go… Trash it out to the end… And like Jacob we will prevail!
Interesting inspirations as this one, and more from daily devotional – Devotions on the ROCK. The first edition available at: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1978141696 in print and kindle.